So so so frustrated. I just want to dwell for a second because this is a reoccuring theme in my life and if not taken full-circle chances are the frustration will only continue. I feel underestimated...my whole life I have felt people do not give me the same consideration I give them or listen to me...which isn't true, but this is how I've always perceived it to be.
I have felt the people around me underestimate my potential, my effort, my intelligence, or my intentions, but when I take a step back I realize it's just ME! My subconscious mind is reflecting my personal insecurities into my reality everyday for my conscious mind to perceive and I just interpret it as "everyone underestimates me". I keep birthday cards in my planner for motivation and I have three that make me cry everytime I read them from my mom, Lolly, and Teresa....all basically state that they believe in me. Why does that make me so sad? Because I don't believe in myself. WOW. I'm glad I can now recognize that I don't have to prove anything to anyone, but myself. That feels a lot easier to accomplish!
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I believe in you. :)
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